Everything is not okay

 

I wanted to write a piece to let those who are waking up that there is a mixed message going on in the world.  I am trying to stay in my lane and just do what the Lord tells me to do.  My prayer is that my way of writing inspires someone to develop their voice, their style, and their communication to the world.

 

The following is my essay to declare that there is definitely something wrong in the world.  There is something slimy, sneaky, and deceitful going on.  My dad, one of my favorite people that used to be here, taught his children well.  He would always say that the people will look for the things that go down smooth.  The things that sound good to the ear, something that makes them feel better about this life. This is what they told Isaiah “Speak to us good things Isaiah, things that are pleasant to our ears.”  The people didn’t want to be warned about the dangers that were soon to come. This is what we are getting a lot of today.  We get a lot of motivation, we get a lot of cheerleading and advice about the best way to live this life.  I don’t know if anyone is telling you about the rollercoaster of emotional states that goes along with only eating that kind of food.  It feels good at first but there is a price to pay when you go low.  Who is talking about this?  Who is telling you the truth when this current world system is leading you out into the wilderness to be destroyed?

 

Friends, I wish that it was all good and I wish that it was all joy, but the thing is if you do not have Jesus in your life you are going to be in for a wide WIDE awakening.  My “wokeness” is happening gradually and I am seeing all kinds of things.  I have also fell into the false motivation trap and it had left me in the council of darkness.  It had left me in the toils of heaviness and the weight of despair.  It was heavy, and if it had not been for the saving grace of Jesus Christ, I would not be here now to warn you of the darkness that comes after false light.  Friends, everything is not Okay!

 

Do you have an internal drive to start a business?

 

Did you get a revelation that you can no longer work for anybody but need to start your own business?

 

The world has set you up for failure.  Is it possible for you to do these great things in the eyes of your enemies?  Yes.  But you are not prepared in this day of the Lord.  Pick up your word, fill up your lamps, receive the truth of his glory.  Stop looking to other gods to fill your spirits.  Do not be apart of this evil and adulterous nation.   The world has not prepared you to build a business and life you love.  It has not prepared you for the truth.  It has developed you to think that this thing is easy.  That this thing is going to happen over night.  It has not prepared you to work over years to create a legacy without any verbal or external rewards.  What is your motive for building this thing?  Why are you doing what you are doing?  If God is not in it, then it won't work.  Your building will be moved by the slight blowing of the wind. You can only do these things with Christ Jesus as your cornerstone.  Your schools have conditioned you to be unfocused people pleasers, with no self direction or self confidence.  Why is your purpose attached to a grade?  You will never be able to impress God.

 

This blog is to explore all things natural, spiritual, and supernatural that the Lord gives me to research in order to share with you.  Yes, he is telling you to build the business, for this is your ark and these are the times of Noah.  He is telling you to prepare yourself to be the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.  He is telling you that there will be those who do not believe that God is speaking to you and through you.  Do it anyway.  They will mock you, they will point and they will laugh.  They will feel pity and they will curse you.  But you do the Lord’s work anyway, for the vision is for an appointed time.  It will happen.  It will not be easy.  You must learn what it means to have the mind to work.  The only one to help you in this understanding is the Lord.  You must learn what it means to lean on the help of the Lord.  It is only your faith that can teach you that.  Do not get tired of doing a work for the Lord, it will take time but you will receive a reward.

 

 

Here is my voice speaking out to the generations of God’s people.  He is calling out to you once again to gather and prepare for what he is about to do.

 

I was hurt by the church, but I do not complain about this now.  To it I am thankful because I have left the safety of ignorance and poured my soul into something that I had felt was right. Of course I was wrong, but in my repeated failure I have learned that I am free to learn from my mistakes.  In this learning there is growth.

 

We often tell ourselves big bold lies that we bury ourselves under.  We often cannot get out even when we know that we are dying under the pressure of their weight.  My friends, I have something to share with you that may not be easy to handle, to grasp, to swallow, or hold with bare hands.  The heat from its power have left my grip with burns at the degree of thrice.  I hurt.  I can carry nothing else but the truth on my head, with careful balance and skilled maneuvers.

 

We have once again been hoodwinked, bamboozled led astray by the dreams we have told the makers of this world to serve us neat.  We have become drunkards in the hopes of false promises and riches of a fallen world.  The riches of this world are fleeting and much toil are tied for its acquirement.  I have almost lost my life to the desires of a wicked heart.  And I ask you, have you counted the cost?

 

Oh how many complaints stir in my mind, for it was only I that have led my spirit astray.  I had dug a pit that I slipped in, I fell, and I had to scream for a savior.   Thank God for a savior.

 

Here is the meaning, as short as I can present it but I pray that you read on to grab context and calm.  Do not seek out the wisdom of this world, but seek after the kingdom that you were forged from; this is where your inheritance is.  No one knows the way because your vision is skewed, and your hearts are broken, your light is faint, and your face is false.

 

I was looking for a better way after I was hurt by the house that had sheltered me for so long.  I was accused of not caring, not working, and not applying all that I had to the ministry that I had diligently lived for.  I was offended.  But I did not know that this message of rejection had came from the enemy’s camp.  I believed the lie that had sent me into the wilderness to die alone and afraid.  I was unskilled and green in my youth.  I was lost in pride with the belief that I had the strength to make it on my own.  This, unfortunately is not the case of this life.  We were not created to be the sole proprietors of our fate.  We were not made to do this alone.

 

The world in which we live is set up to uphold some but it is also a trap to kill those who try to escape.  We die from lack of knowledge.  Fear keeps us from learning.  And ignorance keeps us from trying.  Failure is the teacher of those who seek to be better. And the growth of our pride drives us to death; we’re dying.

 

I have failed to achieve greatness and have learned a good lesson.  This is a game of life that we play.  Most of us are set up not to win, and because we are not the creators of this game, we do not hold the pen of edit.  Oh friends, but we do find the loopholes and we learn the game fast, just not as fast as the creators can change it.

 

Do not believe the false prophets that tell you that you can fly.  They have not been sent by your creator but they sale you mixed wine that will make you sick.  There is a cost to breaking the rules of gravity.  There is a toil for lift and thrust.  I have vomited and many times have came back to observe it’s contents.  My heart is so heavy from the weight and drag that I just want to sleep, but I awake to warn you about this great folly so that you do not fall into the pit of the lie.  Yes, life is not easy nor is it fair.  Yes it can bring happiness but it also brings great pain.  And it will continue in this world to be a great cycle of occurrences, a journey to behold.  However, it is not the great acquisition of things that will bring you joy.  This is an empty lie, no matter how much wiser you think you are than the poor man who carries his world in a shopping cart. For you two have more in common then what you think.

 

I have learned a good lesson. We are rocked to sleep in a delusion of comfort, only to be slaves by what we have been taught. Oh friends, there is a system.  The world mocks your introspection. The wisdom of this world it set to be used against us.  What have we learned?  Currently we have encountered an illusion that we can be set free by the merits of our own design.  Another lie.  We are being herded like cattle to the next space of our entrapment.  We are surrounded by stacked books; pens of confusion.  We are being carefully observed and we willingly give all of the information to tangle us up in our social life lie.  We are all liars and give special homage to the professional liars that we watch on our boxes.  And the fire from heaven gives the box power to talk, we all marvel, we all obliged.

 

Still I have not told you about the great lesson that I have learned.  This is not the life I want to live.  This is not the fever that burns.  The most carefully thought out plan to display, would not find you currently in these words I spell today.  But beware that where you are going right now is part of the plan by the curators of this world, and by the strength of their hand.  Because you have crossed an ancient line, you will answer by their courts.

 

Do not leave the security of your job young one.  Learn from the design of the frame. Transitions take time and should be planned with the directions of the most high.  Cubit by cubit, the provider supplies all of the materials.  Build your arc so that it may secure many, for that is all some will ever know is how to work for somebody else.  How can the poor learn so fast when the rules keep on changing?  Do not say to the lowly, you should have known better.  The Lord has made you righteous and you do not do what the rich has done to you.  They will all fall the day that money fails them, but you my young spirit filled muses, you will up hold the truth.  And this is the lesson that I hold in my heart, that binds the spine and orders signatures together.  The life of the truth is in the word of God.  Respect it and it will guide you.  Love it and you will love wisdom.  Get wisdom and you will get understanding.  The understanding that you do not belong in this world and that you have a counselor that will free you from all courts.  He  will set your heart free to live in the Kingdom of Heaven forever.  No, everything is not okay here, but it will be in the next.

 

"A horrible and shocking thing

has happened in the land:

The prophets prophesy lies,

the priests rule by their own authority,

and my people love it this way.

But what will you do in the end?"

Jeremiah 5:30-31

 

Everything is not Okay

 

Like this essay, check out my motivation for Monday blog below. . .

https://artteacher4purpose.blogspot.com/2019/03/motivation-for-monday-all-things.html

 

 

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until next time

-Tamorra